Harini, somebody asked me, kenapa I tak follow sikap sabar macam kakak I. I admit, one of my sisters betul-betul penyabar orangnya. However orang treat dia, dia diam dan bersuara bila perlu je. Me and her totally different. Somewhat she sounds like an angel.
That person's question really offended me. Throughout those years I menyepikan diri, a big thing happened to me. I almost got depression and commit suicide. I used to pergi kerja macam takde masalah and bila I balik, I cried out by myself at home. On the surface, peoples only see normal Zizie. Because who's care.
So, when that question came out, I was like, do you ever know me before this?
I changed a lot. A lot for me. Maybe too litle for others. I changed because I was hurt. I changed because I want to stand up by my own. I changed because nobody will fight for me.
But, still people want to question who am I today. I don't expect people to understand me. But, how you can critic others so easily?
